I have acknowledged that there is too much stuff in my brain already which I do not know how to find and too much new stuff coming in at such a speed that I cannot possibly put like with like. If there is indeed a way, it has not yet occurred to me, how to clean thoughts, how to weed them out or to condense them into manageable files. I have saved everything, even the old and useless thoughts, in no logic of specificity, but in an antiquated ethic of accumulation.

I cannot remember where I have remembered things, I do not know where else to put things.